How i love efx2, but we had a little trust issue , blah blah blah over downtime and such like, so I stopped trusting the site to be there.

I have just today decided to trust it again. I will make it one of my daily stops from now on. If it should disappear again, then the trust bond will once again be broken, but this is the best blog system I have ever found except my personal wordpress. ( i don't like wordpress community blog style, no creative outlet at all.) But to each his own.... Going to drink more water now.

Not really sure what i am doing with this corner at the moment, somedays i simply want to delete, other days it feels nessesary.

However because I can't find sleep at the moment i am at it once again. wanted to change the last so this is what became available. just rambling thoughts of what use to be i guess.

However i find that the experience is just not the same-it IS what it is, or more a less what it isn't.

how wonderful it would be if i could fresh start my life as easy as creating a new page. just create a clean page and bring along what’s priority in my life and have a fresh start, well this is as close as it gets.

Going into a new year with a new prospective on how i use my time and how i blog in general, i decided to take no prisioners. i cant make any rounds so i don’t expect any to be made.

my love is deep and true for those who hold it and you know who you are, however this will simply become a place to write the words that i so desprately need to get out of my head and nothing more. my focus is on my life and after watching oprah yesterday i decided to get my focus and priority straight.


p.s. Happy holidays and best wishes for the newy year to the world at large.

I made a decision today. I am not going to leave efx2, my blogs or my designing unless i am thrown out. I am a human being, I am different from anyone, i am uniquely ME. I will no longer try to fit into anyone's idea, mold or design of who they think i am. I will no longer appoligize for being ME.

Now with that said I must say as always this post is not directed at anyone, anything or any place. This post is written for me, myself and I. This post is to appease only me, myself and I.

I DO NOT BLOG FOR COMMENTS, POPULARITY OR ATTENTION. Don't get me wrong I really really like comments, they are welcomed, they are most times nice and I really really like comments, but I do not blog to get comments, i blog because i have a lot of stuff in my head and i need to see it on paper to get it out of my head.

And if anyone takes offence to what i write in MY blog then it's their own problem. If you know you don't like me or don't like what i write then don't come here and read, and for Goodness sake don't write a comment just to be mean on someone's blog.

And that should be blog eddiquette all the way around, If you don't like what someone chooses to write in their blog then just don't go there!!! Why would you go to someone's blog and write a comment telling them that you are tired of what they have decided tro write in their blog? To me that is just assine. No one put a gun to your head and told you to read it!!!

Now there are some things i feel should be off limits in writing, you should never write anything personally or intentionally to hurt or abuse someone else, especially not open for discussion. And most of all you should not write something about the company that supplys you with the free space to write a blog in the first place.

If you have a beef with the suppy company it should be addressed privately not openly like a witch hunt. AGAIN THESE ARE MY PERSONAL FEELINGS, YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO DISAGREE but I have the right to voice my opinion. atleast in this space...